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2011-10-19T16:43:00.002+08:00

in the midst of work.
around 45 min before i off work.
and obviously i got nothing to do since i can afford to blog:)

back from taiwan couples of month back and i miss it badly already.
all the pretty clothes and yummy food.
wish i was born there.hahaha.
cant wait to go back again next year:)

major thing that happen recently/not so recent.
result was out. not very satisfied. but it was good:)
got a perm job. everything was great except the location.
(i miss studying, cant believe how i cant wait to get out of it last time)
basically that about sums up everything.
started to go gym to keep fit? lose weight?

and below sums up my life for this few month
meet up with couple of friends.
went clubbing a few time.
late night out.
searching for yummy food.
visit grans in hospital etc.
mahjong-ing session
that about sum up all.

i want to go on a VACATION!!!!(before the new job start)
if only i win mac 80k. hahaha
i know im dreaming.
but oh well, ren yin meng xiang er wei da:)
(cant type chinese in office)

guess i will just end here.
abrupt ending. but i got nothing to write:)

2011-06-30T22:29:00.003+08:00

start with a picture of me and my love, lala:)

HELLO.

haha...

one of the rare day that i actually blogged.
ok. maybe not exactly rare since i will blog once in a while.
did i mention i started working already?
and im already 3 week into the job.
but it's just a 4 months contract.
still waiting for result to be out before deciding.
the company im working for is an energy and crude oil trading mnc.
the working hours is 930-530.so im FREE after 530 though sometime will OT abit.
so for those who want to have dinner, can date me after that :D
even though the working hours not very long.
there's a lot to do everyday.
from checking and sending out contract ,to making sure everything tally from brokers, trades and stt.not to forget generation of report ,filing and emails.
the lesser the number of trades, the more free time i have.haha.
so time pass very fast for me.
sometime i wish there's 2 of me so i can finish my work faster.haha
everything is like so new to me luh.
anyway,the correct term for my job scope is paper operation.
the first week was quite hectic and blur for me as there's so many thing to do and remember.
but thank GOD im getting used to the work(:

cant wait for GB to resume.missed crapping, disturbing and just spending times with the girls(:
there's quite some activity me and lala have in mind. hopefully it will work out:D

nothing interesting happen recently:(
what to do.
when 5/7 of the week are spend working.
the remaining 2 day, i just feel like slacking at home.
i want to go shopping!!!
desperately in need of clothes.hahaha.
perfect excuse after i clear my wardrobe.
cant wait for aug taiwan trip.
excited max!!HEHEHE*grinning like some crazy girl*

nothing much to add on.
guess i just end here for now:D

2011-06-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

BOO!
been slacking, reading, eating and simply nua-ing after exam ended.
not to forget job hunting...
can someone employ me pls with uber high pay.
a handsome/pretty boss will be a bonus.
wahaha.

did i mention i watch KUNGFU PANDA.
damm LOL can.
baby panda was soooooooooooooooooooo CUTE.
feel like having one that i can pinch it's face with.
HEHE.
watched the movie at lot 1 with boyf and his sibling after dinner.
CATHAY is still my fave cinema still.
lots of nice show coming up.
cant wait=D
gonna drag boyf for a horror show(hopefully)
hahaha.

money can you please drop from the sky??
im kinda regret i dint push my taiwan trip forward T.T
i want to be out of singapore!!!(for a while luh, i still <3 my country where all my loves are)

it's still hard to believe i GRADUATE.
*pinch my face*
ok result is not out.but the feeling is still there right.

and did i mention i applied for SNR narcotic officer??
please want me.
im very interested in the job.
hahaha.
dont ask me why...

okok...i need to go out and drink my tea before mum yell and threaten not to make tea for me next time.

byebye

i want go USS!!!

2011-05-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

been really a while ever since i log in here.
im PROUD to announce my EXAM IS OVER(:
no more studying for me.
hello working life.
im still much excited that exam's over.
last paper was audit on thursday.
not easy but still do-able.
better than MA at least...i still cant really forgive myself for the x12 mistake.
awww.why dint i read the question carefully
whatever.
the fate is sealed.
BBQ yesterday at sherm's hse.
people present are jy and jeep,aloy and rachie,shar and shane...and of course me and sherm.
damm love the mushroom and stingray luh.
*saliva dripping*
went up to sherm's room to play boardgames after that(:
shar,shane and me stayed till 6 plus in the morning.
we continue to play mj after the rest left.
reach home ard 7 plus, bathed and sleep till 1 plus in the afternoon.
i still cant believe exam is over.
3 years pass just like that.
im finally GRADUATING.
hehe.
and and i spend the whole day with my novel today.
been such a long time since i last read novel.
finished 3 book today(:
badly deprived due to school work.
hahaha.

anyway, guess i end here for now.
take care people.
feel free to date me out.
im finally FREEEEEEE(:

2011-04-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

it been a while since i log in here. enrolment svc today(: thank God for no major hiccup. no GB till end of may. till my finals are over. and i had to step into the working world. 9-5 boring routine:( some changes in gb recently. change of capt.church etc. many are affected i guess? but things happen for a reason i suppose? im happy to stay the way i am. at least for now. the future's unknown. im suppose to be studying. but im just not in the mood today. will get back to mugging mood tomorrow. by hook or by crook. not much of a choice i have. i just cant wait for the finals to be over. let everything wait.till then. and and, i watched HOP ((: the bunny movie. damm CUTE:D

2010-11-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

just back not long ago.
was in the lib with lala today(:
finally manage to wake up early and go study.
done my MA tut(: finally.after dragging for so long.
went GB yesterday morning and went grans house after that.
ended the day movie-ing with irene(:
watched ADELE :RISE OF THE MUMMY!!!
not a horror show but it's funny at times.LOL.
next few weeks gonna be more busy.zzz
cant wait for camp(dragon boating).

and did i mention i finally went to the botanic garden??
and there's really SWAN at the swan lake.LOL.
anyway,it's really a pretty place with lot of flower and BIG tree.
nice for cam-whoring purpose.LOL.
town-ing after that and watched 'YOU AGAIN'
some mix of chick flick and comedy.
you never know when you going to meet the person you offended before.
JUSCO-ing the day after botanic garden which is friday.
and it's public holiday.
most of the time went to q-ing.
it's really damm horrible.
stuck at custom for 1 hour plus.
and and we(jeep,sherm,jy and me) walked to MSIA!!!
cause queue for bus was seriously too long.
I WALK FASTER THAN A MERC((:
anyway there's nothing much at jusco.
city square's like way better.
jusco just remind me of vivo >.<
all the shop can be found in sg.
typical stuff like topshop,british india,giordano etc.
maybe hopping over to holiday plaza next time...

start of the week tomorrow again.
zzz.

hopefully can finish audit assignment by this week...

2010-11-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

im like rolling around in my room.
in other words,im slacking.
yes.slacking seems to be my fave activity recently:(
im starting to get complacent which i know i should not.
ahhh.
i hope to stop procastinate and get stuff done:(
no more play first ,study later.
let today be the last time i slack around when im suppose to finish my work,i hope:P

cant wait for picnic on thur and msia on fri.YAY!

2010-10-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

not really into blogging nowaday.
which explain the decrease in number of post?
well...bf's just called.
so i guess,it will be end of post again.
bye.

2010-10-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

im sick.
and i dont like it.

and to make things worse,my usual doc's not on duty :(:(

not to mention the whole lot of med.

2010-10-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

watched 一代宗师-陈真 the other day.
DONNIE YEN IS DAMM HOT!!!
<3

2010-09-15T12:03:00.002+08:00

last day of work today.WOOHOO(:
but school gonna start next week on mon:(
gonna miss all the people at work.

went to watch resident evil yesterday with sherm(:
our first movie after eon.
plot's kind of predicted as i wiki-ed the story beforehand.
home-d after that...
zzz

5 day before school start =x
1 day down due to tuition :(
i want to get new bag,flats and tops...
can money drop from the sky?hehe

2010-09-01T15:50:00.003+08:00

at work again as usual.
14 more day to the end of it.

watched 'grown up' the other day with sherm.
the show's damm hilarious luh.
you can like laugh non-stop thoughout (:
donate a lot of money to the catch toy thingy machine =x
and thank for the lunch buffet at hana b.
some jap place with yummy SALMON!!!HEHE

back to fb-ing,slacking,working...

2010-08-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

boo!
few more minutes before work end.
cant wait for break on monday(:

lots of people visit me at work yesterday.
lala,didi,couz,wei hern and vincent...
and happy belated lala.
celebrated lala's birthday at timbre yesterday night.
rush down to meet en en ,asha,grace and lala after work.
took NR2 back to wdls around 1 plus.
and the last part ended with lala in a trolley.
being push from cwp to grace house and then to 888.
very unusual huh?
hope you enjoy your ride:P

finished 'la bi xiao xin' comic like finally.
thank to alan and yuanfeng for providing (:
did i mention i got back my result?
it wasnt what i expected but well...
at least it's not disappointing(:
and MR M ,it's definately not your effort :D
i will be taking MM,MSM,MA and audit next year...
(yay,can see JAMES XD )
outing with colleagues tomorrow(:

sherman ho,where's my salmon trip:(

last but not least,thank you God for my result(:

2010-08-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的

如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

heard this song when working...
kinda like it(:

2010-08-22T15:47:00.002+08:00

beautiful sunday.
i want to sleep but im working:(
think i need to go gym like soon.
been eating and eating and eating =x
hope i havent been growing sideway:(
few more weeks before revealing of result and starting of school.
SIAN!!!

time,please pass quickly.

2010-08-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

i want eat meatball soup and mcspicy with cheese:(
hungryhungry

2010-08-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

work with jinwei and alanMMF today(:
fan's offday and celine took MC =X
shop was opened around 12 like that cause jinwei need to rush down to cover for celine.
had a fun time fb-ing and laughing.LOL
plus looking around for eye candy material*ahem*
and seriously,look can be deceiving luh,like OMG *stare at alan*
time files just like that.
kent pop by and stayed for couple of hours in the evening =S
days.weeks.months.
sometime i wish i got a job that's more challenging.
i know i shouldnt be complaining for a slack job with a reasonable pay,what's more it's near my house...but...well.

off tomorrow and sat (:
but got tut on both day=X
well,at least i can still go out instead of being stuck in cwp (:
anyone want to go town tomorrow??(:

i dont understand and i dont think i ever will.

2010-08-15T11:57:00.002+08:00

currently at work after 2 off day(:
mahjong-ing session on thurs night and that cost me ard 30 plus:(
equates to 1.5 top =x

lunch-ed with sherm on fri before going tut.
cabbed w zhenhong to sherm's place after that for his birthday bbq(:
and i finally how to play texas poker thank to rand(:
and seriously,it's FUN(: LOL
(minus the fact that i keep going bankrupt and that my nose run away)
fall asleep halfway while the rest(lala,zhenhong,rand,norman and sherm) continue playing.

had mac breakfast delivery on sat morning before going home.
THANK zhenhong's dad for fetching us home.
bathed and sleep.
woke around 1 plus and watch tv.
went to see doc around 6 plus as my nose have not found the way back =x
short meet up with qing and vampy at northpt(:
home-d around 10 plus.

2 day pass just like that =x
off on tue(:
cant wait.heh
i need to go town but i feel lazy:(
how how?

got one cust. ask if im local and say i look like some chinese kungfu princess =X
do i look cheena?=X

2010-08-05T14:25:00.001+08:00

one more day to weekend.
off on 8 aug ,sun.
got 3 birthday party on that day and all are at different places.
*dilemma*
and there's msia trip too.
how how?

2010-08-01T13:25:00.001+08:00

and yes i watch 'despicable me' around 1 or 2 weeks ago.
<3 the yellow people and it's sure was hilarious.

i want to watch sorcerer's apprentice:(

2010-08-01T01:46:00.002+08:00

又过了一天。
重复一次又一次的节奏
这种生活还要在重复多一个月才换成另一个我已习惯了多年的生活。
但在一年过后，一切会随着我步入职场而改变
另一个程序似乎已在等着我。。。

好久没在部落格上流下痕迹，
更别说用华语来抒发所要表达的含义。
有点生疏也有点慢。。。
还好现在的我有的是时间，不像几个月前必须把所有的精力放在学业上
虽然生活节奏较快但至少过得充实
至少胜过现在在打暑假工，因为没学到什么新的东西，每天在等着时间的流逝
偶尔上网游览五聊的网站，偶尔读一下小说。。。
就这样，一天又一天的过去。
唯一会让我牵挂的是九月即将放榜的成绩。
希望我不会感到失望。
当然我明白期望越高，失望越大的道理，但我仍希望结局是我渴望得到的那一个。
算了，一切已成定局，想再多也没用。
等九月再心烦（：

如果可以选择，我不要就这样枯躁乏味的生活，让时间就这样流逝，
即使是那么一瞬间，如有个刻骨铭心或非一般的经历也胜过无。
小时候，终有很多想要做的事或职位
现在回想起来，当时的我真是幼稚
随着年龄的增长，视野变旷阔了，人也成熟了
但似乎总觉得少了什么。
从前的乐天不知何时已悄悄离去
取而代之的不满足似乎吞噬了从前的知足。。。

人生有多少个生不由己，试问有多少人真的能没有遗憾离开？

没什么，只是无聊时的一些感慨。。。
我也该去睡了。
晚安

2010-07-20T11:27:00.001+08:00

finally went for a run today before work.
after so many days of procastination
((:
hopefully this wont stop.
i need to lose some weight((:
xiaobai,are you hitting gym with me?

2010-07-17T12:45:00.002+08:00

one of my offday yesterday.with no tuition(:
finally had one free day to myself.
=D
cooked mushroom soup for myself and bro,with some bread to go along.
wanted to get some brocoli but those at cold storage dont look pretty=X
read a bit of book before going out to meet lala(:
spent the day shopping in town and got gracie her birthday present<3
it's been so long since i step into town luh.
but still,there's not much stuff worth buying >.<
at least can save money.heh.
and did i mention,chippy hotdog and mash potato is damm nice,as always((:
honey lemon as usual,this time round i tried the blueberry with kanten and agar,YUM!
lala got herself a milk tea without sugar=X got the se se flavour of tea.
shopped till around 6 plus together.
went to meet sherm at somerset after that while lala went to meet her friend.
dined at MARCHE(: <3 the mushy.
i wanted to go there for baby butterhead but couldnt find any :(
i want my BABYBUTTERHEAD!!!:(
strawberry shortcake was YUMMY and it make up for the disappointment of no butterhead:P
and oh,the sausages thingy's nice too.hehe

went to the museum after food.
aBusement park at SAM there;where you go in there to get 'torture,abuse,sentence to death'
and there's even a fortune teller.so cool(:
though i cant really remember what she tell me.haha.
but i remember some of the stuff she say is quite accurate.haha
went to another part of SAM which is the children art playground i think?
the display inside is DAMM CUTE!!!<3<3<3
went flea market (at SAM too)and got a 'peasant skirt'(:
sherm sent me home after that.tired.

currently working(:
next off day is monday(:

2010-07-08T17:44:00.002+08:00

another day at work today.
finally,there's the long awaited break tomorrow.
watched KNIGHTS AND DAY with lala and asha.
@lala:with me,without me.with me,without me.
damm funny luh.
and the male lead is cute even though he's kinda old.
why this type of story never happen to me before?? >.<
but well.
i dont know if the shop logo is not big or obvious enough.
people with different brand seems to come in for phone repair -.-
LOL i dont know if it's just me or what.but that alr happen a few time.
no customer at the moment so im quite free now.
just now was rather busy.
people seems to come in one after another.
take phone.repair phone.take phone.repair phone.
tutition tomorrow >.< zzz
cant wait for zoo trip on sun and picnic with lala next week<3

ps:go watch knight and day if you havent done so.

2010-07-07T15:39:00.002+08:00

blogging at work again.
heh.
cant help it that cwp dont have much people.
but for my type of job,less customer is better.
because that will means less people have their phone spoil and that equates to better quality.
so ya.
most of the time,i will be reading,surfing net,facebooking and msn-ing(:
due to my lousy working hours,i hardly find time to go out.
2 day breaks a week and half of the time's spent on tut >.<
was out with min min last sun,to buy and do mich pressie(:
<3 the cakes and bento.
movie date with lala and asha tonight((:
cant wait.im already like counting down.
haha.and im so excited for the zoo trip this sunday!!!

ps:got one cute guy came to collect his phone just now.hahah.

2010-07-01T17:21:00.002+08:00

2nd day at work.
time seems to pass quite fast.
hopefully,this 2 months plus at work will pass as fast too=x
one thing i like about here is the nearness it is to my house.
i can wake up 45 min beforehand and still can dilly dally:P
only dismerit is that it is not the usual 9 to 5 job.
but well...
not a lot of people send in their phone for repair=quite slack.
i wonder how weekend is like...gtg.got customer...

2010-06-24T11:24:00.002+08:00

my blog's dead.
not as into blogging as last time >.<

i wouldnt say life aft exam is great.
but anythig is definately better compared to mugging in lib everyday from 10am-9pm.
stuck with the choice of foodcourt or banquet.
most of the time is foodcourt as meifung dont like banquet.tsktsk.
well,the company's fun.
just that studying is not the most interesting thing to do for a few months.
been slacking around after exam end.
the day it ended felt AWESOME!
but for the days that continue...i dont know what to do.
attended a few 21st.had my own 21st.argh i feel old:(
i dont remember how but money seems to vanish.
tuition-ing as usual.
and...finally going to start work next week >.<
i will be working at cwp LG(:
one thing i like bout this job is that it is NEAR!!!
people,find me for lunch(:

and did i mention jay chou's new album is nice.
haha.even if it's not i will still think so.
well,not all are nice but some are great
*daze*

PS: i want salmon:(

2010-06-02T16:21:00.002+08:00

maybe im not in a position to comment anything.
but honestly speaking,i do feel kinda cheated.
why must you hide it from me?and why must you lie to me.
you can have just tell me.
or just dont tell me anything.
i may probe but i wont force you.

i wont say anything.
even if i have my objections.my doubts.
i will still respect your decision.
i feel kind of betrayed.
not because of what happen.
but because you choose to keep me in the dark.
maybe you have your reasons.
but i just cant fathom.
seriously.

i wonder.
are we really as close as we/i think it is?

2010-05-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

short break before i start ibm-ing.
:(
been studying that for the past few day and i cant seems to finish.
so many chapt luh.
only sunray is watching of IP MAN2 yesterday.
went school to print some thingy and study with sherm.
went his house for dinner and slack around before MOVIE-ING((:
and IP MAN 3 is almost out.end of june.
cant wait.

i cant wait for mon to be over.
no more ibm i hope?
counting down to the end of exam((:

2010-05-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

havent been really active lately.
was busy.
ok.im lazy=x
but oh well.
anyways,im supposed to be studying ibm now.
at least that's what i told myself just now.
but but...im just stuck sitting in front of whitey:(
i must be more determine and start study.
*tsktsk.exam's in 3 day and you dint really touch ibm.
you must start NOW*(talking to myself)
AWWWWW

and and THANK MY GRACIE DARLING FOR POPPING BY AT THE LIB TO GIVE ME HOMEMADE SUSHI<3
if im a guy,i definately married you.awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww*melts*

*trying to get off com.
byebye

2010-03-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

郭美美二人同行 [魔幻视界片尾曲!] (完整版)

勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么

我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容

* 爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口

# 爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个默默后承受

我想过很多以后幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落

(Repeat * # * ）

爱你不重
不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个默默后承受

finally found this song.NICE

2010-03-13T05:42:00.002+08:00

been a really long while since i last blogged.
before i forget,watched 'qi shi er zhu ke',imaginarium of doctor p something...
dont think got other show...
and well prelim's OVER finally.
actual one will arrive in no time soon.
i cant believe im online at this hours.
5.44am to be exact.
gb's camp this few day.
lala and me rushing out the enrolment video now.
first try at trying to cut and link song together
i think i did a bad job at it:(
but got improvement luh.
from dont know how to use at all to cutting and linking some part of songs together.
lost at mahjong today:(
enough to get me a new bag.
prove my point right that gambling is a waste of money.
no wonder in chinese they say shi du jiu shu.
not gonna touch mahjong for a long time.
i rather spend the money on FOOD.clothes.bag.etcetc

and oh,did pedicure today.
dont ask me why i choose that color.
uber girlish.
but oh well,it will fade.

gonna play for one week before studying again.
sentosa on mon.outing with minmin on tue.

gosh,i dont know what im typing.
it's like all jumbled up.
dint have a good night sleep yesterday as i was studying for ibm.
slpt for couple of hours.
wonder how's it gonna last me for today.
and tuition's on sun.AWWWW
im in NEED of sleep.
*was away due to talking with lele*
during exam,not enough sleep.
after exam ,also not enough:(:(:(

2010-02-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

watched that johnny depp show a few days ago.
the imaginarium of sth.
cant remember.
dont really utd the story line.
but well,i like the setting inside the show(:

'meditate' at home for 3 day.
only time i go out was to get dinner or tuition.
so no life.
yes,i know.
but there's just so much to do:(
and i dont dare not to do...
lots of event coming up.
prelims.awards ceremony.march camp(thank God for audrey((: ) .meet up.
2nd and 3rd day of new year book.20th feb also.plus need to keep one more date for my oversea goldfish((: plus fifi birthday.feb is gone just like that.

mummy's trying to be funny today=X
being a traditional auntie.
she say new year cant wear black/dull colour.
and what i've got happen to be of that range.
she say what i buy not nice:(
and guess what.
she search her cupboard and find one pink flower shirt with white base and say it's very PRETTY.
and ask me to try that on and wear for newyear.OMG!!!
-faint.
ending:i just went out and continue to medidate.hehe.

dont think i will update very frequent.
since im always on fb most of the time.
unless something interesting happen.
other than that,studying just sum up my day.
AWWW.
i cant wait for may 29...when my exam is over.
cant wait for dec camp.wonder who will i work with.
cant wait for...cant wait for ...awwwwwww

guess i end here.
take care people

2010-01-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

one of the rare time when im home early today.
class outing yesterday was GREAT.
i thought there will be some awkwardness as it's been quite sometime since we last saw each other.
around a year or 2.
but everything was good(:
dinner was at breeks cafe at marina square.
thank chupz for organising=P
more than 80 percent attandance.
cam-whoring session ,courtsey of dee's dslr.
waiting for picture to be upload((:
there's talk of another meet up...
clubbing session?o.0

had my 1st blood donation last week.
i hate to admit but ya,it's NOT pain at all.
minus the injection
but the injection's like ant bite or whatever you call it.
mushie pot after that if im not wrong.
i still have the craves for steamboat=x
and i want salmon!!
cant wait for msia trip this weekend (:
seafood,here i come
*running after prawn,crab,sotong,fish*

and and i bought my thumbie today(:
from the name of it...obviously thumbie is a thumbdrive=D
i hope i wont lose it...
me and shar seems to have the tendency to lost one thumbdrive per year.

2009 seems to pass so fast that it felt like it wasnt here at all.
is it because as one get older,life's pace get faster.
i thought jc life was fast,but currently it's faster.
soon it will be prelims and then the dreaded exam will arrive.
long hols before we get our result and we have to pick up our books again.
i dont know is it just me or what,i seems to have problem with keeping up IBM.
there's just too much to read.
FR wasnt that bad.
partly cause mr j will randomly quiz us every lect.
no choice but to study.
me and fm's like nothing much.
except that some formula need to be memorize in fm.
for me,there's just revision.
i cant wait for hols.
yet i dont want exam to come >.<
sians.
2 more years and i will be out of this...

bring me back to the heart of worship
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus.

2010-01-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

just got home not long ago.
tired.
had FR and IBM lect today.
FR is like so OMG.
im getting lost here and there:(
seriously,consol. make me wonder why i take FR.
to think i though IAS was difficult.
consol. is the limit.
*look in the mirror*
why did i take FR >.<
the best i can do now is just to put in my best and get it over and done with.
i think my brain really got impaired by the consol.
totally gone.
ARGH.
first half of IBM was spent in a daze?
due to too much FR.
totally brain dead.
2nd half was much better.
went RELC with sherm and shar to pay our school fee.
NETS is like so MUCH faster,like seriously.
town-ing with sherm after that.
CHIPPY sausage and fish((:
saw walter at far east too.
shopped around but couldnt get anything i like...
to think someone want to sponsor my shopping.
and being the nice person that i am,i actually decline that offer and say a top/dress/bottom will do.
thinking back...how 'stupid' i am >.<
haha.

watched TREASURE HUNTER on sat.
like finally.
not as good as jay's other movie i think.
the best part was JAY.

shopping trip? any taker?
but then again...FR got so many homework:(
how how???
arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

2010-01-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

im not exactly supposed to be blogging now.
but...it's just after dinner and im totally not in the mood to do assignment.
and and it's the first day of NEW YEAR.

was out with mum and couz for dim sum at allson hotel 'ah yut abalone'
NICE.
prawn.prawn.prawn.
instead of
pork.pork.pork.
and there's my all time fave XIAOLONGBAO.
though i dont like it as much as last time.
saw my uncle and family there too.

new year eve was spent tuition-ing.sleeping.house party-ing.
and one day is gone just like that.
so fast and i need to get back to reality.
i dont want :(
though i cant wait for msia trip on 16(:
and did i mention i cut my hair?
walt and co say i look like XIAOWANZI and strawberry shortcake.
ARHHH.i dont want look like lala(xiaowanzi)
not that it's not good.
-insert 'ye ye ,wo yao wa er duo...'AWWWWW
play some child-hood games yesterday.
the scrissor paper stone thingy and the wooden man.
i dontwant play with sherman ho.
that fellow win me.bully =X

2009's not that bad,but it's not that good either.
hopefully 2010 will be better.

9 thing that happen in 2009.
1.first time having exam in EXPO.it was freaking cold.and it's so stressed to see so many people taking the same exam,q-ing to go in.it's like we are sheep going into the slaughter house.
2.was in GB,still in GB and will be in GB.finished my BOTC and LLJ and national proj...i cant wait to be 21 for _______.it was nice hanging out with the girls.sadded there's no nat camp this year due to youth olympic.
3.got a lousy army phone(cause my prev. phone failed me) and a 8mp pixie(no need for camera)
4.1st stay over and clubbing session with lala and lele.the LL group.haha.more session of these pls(:
5.clique BBQ and night cycling<3
6.work as telemarketer during my hols and facebook-ed the whole time.work was boring but colleague are great.hopefully will get a more meaningful/fun/interesting job next year.
7.get into a r/s and is still in it(which i guess many are surprise,especially cy..haha)
8.meet up/outing/gathering.more please...hopefully i got the time for it.
9.thank God i dint take FR and MA together this year,if not i gonna be so dead.both are killer paper and it fall on the same date.

-went back to killing FR ...
hopefully i win.

2009-12-31T01:52:00.002+08:00

FINALLY DONE WITH IBM(:
left FR AND FM TO GO.
ARGH!!!
what kind of hols is it when there's un-ending assignment.

anyway,watched ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNK with sherm and norman on mon.
SO KAWAII NEH!!!
i want one for a pet luh.so cute...
especially the green tee that one.awwwwwwwwwwwww

out with minmin,mich and walt on tue.
it's been so longgg since we last catch up.
lunch-ed at food republic.
followed by dessert at heavan loft.
love the ambience and ice cream.
yummi-licious.
town seriously change a lot can.
i dont even remember the last time im there.
new shopping centre like orchard 313.orchard central etc.
OMG.
but seriously,it's just a duplication of stores-.-
i wish there were greater variety of FOOD(:
but well...
dinner-ed at thai express.
shopped around before going home.
met jeremy for my belated xmas present(:
thankie=D

out studying with sherm today.
dint really study much.AWWW.
i must work harder >.<

xueli...when are we watching my laogong show??:(

PS:even if jay chou grow fatter,he's still CUTE.

2009-12-26T01:25:00.003+08:00

his present(:
my present=D

mahjong-ing till 3 am ytd at my place.
lose around 10 dollar but thank God mum sponsor(:

slept for couples of hour before sherm wake me up.

wash up and go to his house.

church service plus lunch at Shangri-La.

and the dessert is uber cute luh.

all those sugar figurine,inclusive of santa claus,xmas tree(in my tummy) ,snowman etc.

back to his house again after that and stayed there till 6 plus before going en en house.

mini gathering and we played daidee.

ta bao kfc and mos burger over.

and en en ordered pizza.

which equates to...ALOT OF FOOD!!

thank korkor for sending me home(:

party at chengken house tomorrow(:

mugging start on sunday.

things to do.

1.FR assignment(essay)

2.IBM assignment(essay)

3.FR tutorial

4.FM past year question(tutorial)

awwwwwwwww.i need more time

2009-12-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

supposed to be doing my work.
even though it's xmas eve.
lots of things to be done and assignment just keep piling up.
total turn off.
i know but no choice.

met up with caoyang the other day((:
like finally.
haha.
im the very impt person that go out with him.
LOL.hope someone wont mistaken*wink.
dinner-ed at cafe cartel at bpp.
the rib's NICE=D
walked around before deciding to go lot 1
took 190 which reminds us of our jc times.
never took that journey ever since i grad.
yes,i never like jc.
except for the people there.
and it's been a long while since i last step into lot1 too.
used to went there at least twice every week.
after the rugby training.
misses those times though.
especially my shadow love.
ended at mac after shopping around for pressie.

and thank xueli for my present.
i saw one pink wrapped up thingy on my table when i step into my room.
and TADA...it's from xueli.
no stamp somemore.delivered personally.
so sweet luh.*awwwwwww.im melting.
LOVE you dearie((:

xmas meet up with lala,gracie and lele.
how i miss gracie.
she's MIA for so long luh.
dinner-ed at liang court;that saizer sth restuarant that i almost cant spell.
yummi-licious.
ordered around 5 dishes and share.
no picture as we are all too hungry.
finished the food in no time.LOL
walk around and went eski after that.
played some finger guessing game.
so fun luh.
poor gracie with her salt and lemon.LOL.
sent gracie back before the 3 of us went clubbing.
was in arena till 3 am like that before cabbing to lala house.
sleepover.1st time at her house.
and some magazine she bought got 'sexual content' LOL.
well well it's just cleo and that issue happen to have sex therapy.
what were you thinking.tsktsk.
haha.

woke up.had bee hoon by lala's mum ans slack around for a while before hom-ing(:
thank auntie for the bee hoon=D

mum's cooking today.
quite a no. of people at my house now.
hopefully can at least try to study.
though temptation to procastinate is greater.

merry xmas people.enjoy(:

2009-12-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

i need to sleep early tonight.
FR tomorrow.
i dont want to get call up for dozing off in class.
the only lecture that cant sleep.
not that i want to sleep in lecture.
but sometime,it's just not within control.

went to watch NEW MOON the other day with sherm.
FINALLY(:
EDWARD IS SO SO SO CUTE!
(though i think he look better in twilight)
and jacob look cute with SHORT HAIR.
his body is damm hot luh.
OMGOMG!

sent adilia off on sat morning with lala.
her flight is about 10 plus and we need to be there around 8 plus.
woke up around 6 plus am and im SO tired.
4 hour plus of sleep only.
ate popeye for brunch.
<3 the mash potato.
flea marketing at spectrum after that.
and both of us dont have cash with us.
and there's NO atm there >.<
lucky sherm stayed near by and he came down to pay.
went sherm house after that.
me and lala's spent the time laughing and 'taking picture' while sherm ate his lunch.
so funny luh.the interesting thing we saw on FB :P
hehe(:

my sunday's spent at RP as usual.
lunched with mum and co. at crystal jade before going over.
xiaolongbao's <3.
study with jieying and peggy.
jeep met us for dinner at mac.
and and i got happy meal for dinner=D
cant eat fries due to cough:(
that's why >.<
home-d after that.

and and flag day's finally over.
counting money is fun.
maybe i will do that again next year.
heard nat camp is cancelled due to youth Olympic next year:(
and it's feel good to see the familiar faces during flag day.
people like gerine,marilyn,clare etc.
one of the thing i like about GB.
you may not always see the people around.
but whenever,there's event...people will just join in and help or something.
and you will see them again.
and the bonds and friendship remains.

guess i need to go to bed soon.night

2009-12-03T01:22:00.002+08:00

havent been into blogging lately.
as compared to last time.
busy with school work:(
tutorials seem to be piling up.
maybe it's just me stressing myself.
but the recent screwed up of fr test doesnt make thing any better.
i think i deserve it somehow.
cause the test was postpone week after week.
and i dint really study for it:(
this shouldnt be happening,i know.
i should know everything at my fingertip as what james say.
i need to work harder.i have to work harder.i must work harder.
*sob*

meet up with qing ,ben,jae and vampy for dinner at jack place the other day.
been such a long time since i see jae.
and congrats on getting a first class honour.
though it's kinda hard to believe.LOL.
and happy belated hammie.
hope your enjoy your celebration at rp with the lovely cuppy cake and coke zero.
bbq-ing tomorrow.shanshan birthday(:

and did i mention sherm just moved house?
LOL.and he told me his maid saw a monkey popping the head into the kitchen.
hope i wont get visits from monkey when im there >.<
but but sherm can have his visits from those monkey when im not around.haha.

back to webcaming(:

2009-11-26T21:29:00.004+08:00

just done bathing,cleaning up and eating my dinner(:

cooked it myself and gave a small bowl to my bro.

he say it's 'not bad'=DD

actually i cook the brocoli the yvonne style.

add water and salt and just boil it.

it taste 'veggie-ish' plus a tinge of salt.

eat it as i was cooking my mushroom soup.

added some of it inside the soup too(:

like i say,it's last day of work today.

YAY-ness!!

gonna be free for a few weeks before tuition resume...

more time for outings((:

currently chatting with lala and jeremy on msn.

he's back from aussie.

with a cute penguin...awwww!!

LOL.i tried to name it but he refuse,letting the penguin stay nameless=X

poor penny(my name for it)

there's a fine fine line between a fairy tale and a lie.

2009-11-26T17:01:00.002+08:00

im BORED.BORED.BORED

last day of work today alr((:
YAY!!!
but there's still one hours to go :(
stuck in a white room with lil jac and weicong.
jac's so naughty luh!!!she keep poking me>.<
i dont even know what im blogging.
this is kinda crappy.
and jac's like commenting as i type.
that weird woman keep laughing to herself and whacking me:(
she a bit self-high now.*scare and shiver*
hahaha.

anyway went to watch 2012 yesterday with sherm.
it was NICE(:

anyone's on for xmas shopping???

2009-11-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

just reached home awhile ago.
met up with min min and walter after school today.
dinner-ed at orchard food republic.
long time since we last catch up...
and walter leaving for aussie in a few months time >.<
left min min and me xiang yi wei ming.
at least he got mich for company there.
shopped around far east and ion after that.
my leg's like breaking:(
and the stack of notes in the bag add to the weight.

was out with qing,jieying,ben and vampy after school last friday.
dinner-ed at liang's court(:
yummy.
and we ended up at eski bar after that.
been such a long long while since i last went there.
i love the 'cold' area(:
stayed there till area 11 plus 12.
train-ed to meet sherm at bishan(:
send jy home and we went for supper after that=D
i like the white carrot cake!!

Last parade for GB last sat.
Potluck party.
tons of food luh.
omg.
gym-ed with lala after that(:
and i cant believe i spent the rest of the day sleeping:(
so NOT condusive.AHHH!

sun was spent at RP.
my FR day.
nothing much.
guess i end here...

there's a fine fine line between a fairy tale and a lie

2009-11-10T00:59:00.002+08:00

i went swimming today(:
like finally.
with yvonne.
met her at cwp after school and this women spent around 60 plus 70 just buying shoe while waiting for me.
shopaholic.tsktsk.
finally tried out my new goggle for the 1st time.
it suck,i wonder is it due to the adjustment or what.
water keep flooding in.
and there's no point wearing a goggle filled with water.
mm,should i get a new one?
but wonder will i swim that often.
opportunity cost >.<
maybe i should go and try re-adjusting again.

peggy join us for dinner after that.
and we spent hours in the food court.
chatting.gossiping.laughing.
mostly on peggy classmate and our ex pj happenings.haha.
kinda wasted that jy's not here.
home-d after that.

and oh, got a bag at school bazaar today.
heh.kinda nice(:
need to curb my spending habits.
but maybe after i got my...
brown belt.shorts.few tops.
haha.perhaps i will feel guilty for a period of time and just save up=P

guess i end here.my eye's like protesting.
good night people(:

2009-11-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

just got home from movie...
been such a long time since i last stepped into a cinema.
watched 'pokerking' with my cousin,irene.
gu tian le is SO cute(:
haha.
currently on the phone with sherm(:
heh.
anyway,GB end of year camp's just over.
finally.
tried dragon-boating for the first time in camp.
im so gonna try it again.
it's so much fun.
speaking of that, i need to exercise more and eat less.
gaining weight:(
gymgym here i come(:
heh.went gyming with susu and lala after GB today(:
and it's tons of fun<3
let's go swimming/gyming again,love?
and oh,today for craftwork,audrey taught the girls how to do craftwork.
making friendship bracelet.
it's so PRETTY luh:(
hopefully i can untie mine and figure out how to make.
untie for dont know how many time le:(

guess i end here.(:
take care people.
going to untangle string.

2009-10-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

busybusybusy.
just settled the logistic thingy.
some last minute amendment.
i hope it will be final.
so many tutorial waiting in line.
gosh.it's like never ending.
speaking of that remind me of something that happen today...
@^&*(*&^%$#$%^&
*chill*

tried some question from P's subj S.G. the other day in lib.
it's totally DIFFERENT from tutorial.
so much tougher.
asked meif who was in the lib as well and she also find it difficult.
both of us cant do like most of the qn?
nvm...she went back and search VLE for soln but it wasnt up there...
and so...since i got lecture today...

*q-ing for turn to ask mr p
eh ,can i check with you where do i get the answer for the study guide?

what do you mean?there's no answer.it's not given...student are so spoon fed.do you know that i kena scolding from the other side from spoonfeeding you all too much.they almost want to sue me for plagiarizing.

if there's no answer how am i to know if im right or wrong?

well, what's the point of doing,for the past 10 yr it havent been coming out in exam and the other side dint print answer for it.well, i use to teach from that and i have ans for it and PYQ.but what's the use?just do your pract qn and tut if you really so hardworking.you guy here are being spoon fed so much,you should find the answer yourself?is this the way you study when you going for MASTER.how can you ask for answer.

but if i dont have the answer ,how am i suppose to know if im wrong and learn from my mistake?

went on rambling bout how student here are being spoon fed and just memorize ans and cant be compared to outside...blah blah blah...if you really want,you can do alr and i mark for you..this is uni,please be more independent..blah blah...totally not answering my qn.

*when i ask him for the answer that time,i have already try doing the question but because i dont know if im right or wrong.Im asking for answer to check,not to copy.It's not like i dint try the question.
*i have already finish the tut and pract. qn up to the topic he teach and i find it easier compare to those on S.G.that's why i tried S.G and since there wasnt ans on the back,i ask if he have any,if not how can i learn from my mistake.
*if it's not impt for exam,why is it printed?
*if there's already answer,why cant give me just to let me check.
*if im not interested,why would i bother asking.
*if you dont want to give me soln,just tell me so instead of going one big round.

totally pissed off in the afternoon.
but im ok already.

afternoon lect was so much better.
even though the lecturer say 'last one'
he still answer our doubt.
totally opposite.

anyway,sherm pick me up from sch after lect.
dinner-ed at mac and study for a while before he drove me back.
GB tomorrow(:

i need all the time i can...:(

2009-10-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

now that school started,time seems to pass so fast.
it's back to hectic schedule again,not that im very free during the holidays.
tutorial's like never ending.the more i do ,the more there is.
and if i dont do,soon it's going to pile up to a mountain and i will never complete it.
and this will jeopardise my result.
other than school,there's still tuition,work and GB >.<
not to forget the upcoming camp.
it's like 2 weeks away and many things are still not done yet.
and the problem of deadline with some people just doesnt help to improve the situation.
im not the one running the camp,im just on the side guiding.
it's easier running the camp myself than chasing people to do what they are suppose to and submitting it on time.
i know it's the first time you are doing this and you may have no experience at all.
well, i dont mind mistake but IF you are not even submiting it to me, i dont know how am i suppose to correct and how are you suppose to learn.
like i say one more time,it's your camp...NOT MINE.
if you dont want in,just tell me,i can take you out instead of wasting everybody time.
i dont really have much energy and time left to chase after people and bug them to meet the deadline.
please,be a bit more responsible.
the world doesnt revolve around you.

*chill chill*

angelic side:maybe there's a reason to it?maybe they dont get the message?
mean side:they have hp and email,and i DID sms and mail them?

ARGH.

i need a break.
just ignore me.

2009-10-04T01:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL!

though by the time i blog this,it's over.

skipped school on fri and went for my LLJ course.
im GLAD i went.

it's always good to see those familiar faces from the GB family.

at the same time,new friendship are forged to.

venue's at YWCA and the food is NICE.

and GB event always have a lot of break.

they never let people go hungry.

at the end of every break i will be complaining how full i am...

but...

i will eat again during the next break>.<

(desperately need to exercise soon.)

but well,the whole course is rather enriching and impactful,i would say.

it's open up my eye to more indepth stuff rather than looking at thing on the surface.

to lead,we first have to serve.and always to put God before anything.

Trust in him,do your best and God will do the rest.

Many time,we turn away from him,due to pride or fear ,but yet not once did he turn away from us.

and again,it's easy to say but difficult to do.

normally ,i will just take the easy way out.

well, i do feel guilty at times and i know this should not continue >.<

argh!!!i must DO and not say...xiaobai ,how how??

and did i mention,it's my first time doing prayer walk?

it's a whole new experience to me.

set me into thinking and reflects about my mindset,action etc.

the 'circle talk' in group's rather impactful.

it's like whatever phrase different people whisper into my ears is the answer i have been asking God for.

He's like answering my doubts.

and it felt so comforting.

it's like God really know me,what i've been through and everything.

well,sherm came to meet me at douby after my LLJ and we went wdls.

met lala and asha at cwp before hm-ed to change.

lele joined us at some ulu shelter near our place.

bridge.candle.sparkler.cam-whoring.food.

the 4/5 guys,mr toh and en en came over too(:

stayed there till 11 plus before hm-ing.

something i find rather meaningful from LLJ

Just suppose,when i pray,there really is someone listening who cares about me and wants to know what's on my mind.

Just suppose when i pray,it changes me and my view of how the universe operates,and who's involved.

Just suppose ,i put my doubts aside for a minute and consider the possibility that someone who knew me before i was born loves me,warts and all,without condition or reservation,no matter how badly i've behaved in the past.

Just suppose ,a prayer was my first response instead of my last resort when facing a new challenge or an old temptation.

And just suppose,i lived each day, knowing that there is an inexhaustible supply of love for me to pass along to others.

Just suppose

2009-09-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

start of the week again.
FR and IBM.
both the lecturer are quite entertaining.
shar got a new eye candy.LOL
wonder what she see in him.
and and ,did i mention my eye candy is in my class(:
sherm came over to fetch me after school(:
he drove me home to put down my notes before rp-ing.
IBM seriously have a lot of note luh >.<
went town to meet couz afterward(:
cabb-ed home around 10 plus.

sun was spent going church in the morning.
met sherm for breakfast at kfc before going.
rp-ing after that to do some tut.
jieying and jeep came over to join us.
dinner-ed at mac before hm-ing.

shopping with lala on sat(:
been such a long time since i went town.
went fast east plaza...
train-ed back to meet en en,lele and lucas around evening time.
dinner-ed at vista point before going en en house.
to visit her dad and to play bridge.
me and lala's like new to the game.
and we went crazy when we win the 1st 3 round.LOL
we're like clapping,laughing,'shouting'...
played till 12 plus am before walking home with lele.

someone type that to me...
Sherman one miss two scold says (12:43 AM):
****MESSENGER Notification: Dear LING, your application Boyfriend 5.0 is in perfect condition. But please remember to keep it in good maintenance by downloading supporting applications frequently such as Hugs 3.3 and Kisses 9.9.****

-LOL

2009-09-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

1st day of school today.
like finally.
hols is kind of abit too long.
but guess it wont be long before i complains of lack of hols.
cant sleep yesterday night.
due to excitement of 1st day of school?
i dont know.
but well, this always happen to me every 1st day of school eve.LOL.
toss and turn but just cant fall asleep.
2 plus am.3 plus am.4 plus am....RINGGGGGGGGGGG and it's 7am.
ME and FM lect today(:
went lib after that while waiting for en en and read my novel(:
en en reached around 8plus and accompany me to eat my dinner.
asha joined us at starbuck after that.
miss seeing them around.
and it's just felt so good just to chill and crap with them.
pity that lele,grace and lala wasnt there.
well,lucas korkor came over after his lect.
just nice that he can drove us home(:
save me my ice cream.LOL.
saw sze and jace at starbuck too.
kope a packet of choco from sze jiejie(:

towning with lala tomorrow.
followed by enen house((:

my love.my fate

2009-09-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

starting school tomorrow.
yayness(:

well, i wonder if some people understand the meaning of DEADLINE.
what's the point of setting deadline if it's not meet-.-
you might as well just submit anytime you are happy to do so.
and there's no point telling me that you cant send to me the day after the deadline.
i already know cause i was online waiting and i DIDNT receive anything at all.
if you dont know what you suppose to do,ASK.
if you dont know who you suppose to email,ASK.
and dont tell me you dont know who to ask.
it's very clear who is IC of which section.
dont wait until the last minute when you suppose to hand in things and you start asking.
come on,i dont think im being unreasonable here.
i already EXTEND the deadline and i DID say if you are not able to meet it in time ,PLEASE inform me.
which part of my instruction is unclear?
and it's not like this issue has not been touch on before.
sorry if im kind of harsh.
but well....

lock or unlock?

2009-09-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

just downloaded firefox(:
finally able to log in here.
IE's been giving me problem.
it cant load certain site:(
dont know what's wrong with it.

salmon day with en en on friday.
like finally luh.
lucas and sherm was with us too.
we ordered 12 PLATE of SALMON.
of course, there's other food.
but salmon is the MAIN thing((:
wii time at lucas house after that.
so many weird moves/posture.

GB on sat.
last parade till exam's over for the girls.
camp mtg again after parade.
ordered mac again.
home-d after that and slept till night.

sun was spent video-ing/fb-ing/slacking.
basically not doing any thing producive.
dinner-ed with sherm at sembawang shopping centre.
went daiso to get my 'ice-pack'(:
and someone ended up shopping too.
i like the SHIRT*hint
home-d after that.

woke up quite late on mon.
it's around noon time when i wake.
slack around awhile and soon it was late afternoon.
Met caoyang,yonghui and laura for dinner before kboxing.
the 1st time i met laura.
she's such a HIGH girl.
and it's been such a LONG time since i last saw the both guys luh(:
lunch/dinner again soon??(:

out with mum and neighbour on tue.
vienna buffet(:
yummi-licious.
think i need to go gym soon >.<
home-d around 5 plus.
took a short nap before tuition-ing and home-d after that.

woke up around noon time again today >.<
i need to adjust my body clock :(
dont want to wake up so late everyday ,it's like half the day gone:(
well, out for tuition in the afternoon.
dinner-ed with sherm at swensen(:
walk-ed around cwp for the 764322457654 time.
home-d after that.

school's starting in 2 more day.
i dont know why i feel kinda excited.
LOL.
hopefully will be able to get back my momentum.
must start to mug again =X

my love.my fate.

2009-09-13T17:46:00.000+08:00

currently at aunt house(:
just cabb-ed over cause im bringing whitey and it's kinda late?
family gathering aka aunt birthday(:
went for tuition in the morning.
home-d after that and watched mobtv.
part of the reason why im almost late?

went for GB early in the morning yesterday(:
drill test.
and im glad that all the years 1 passed their test.Good job.
and the older girls march so smartly.NICE(:
lunch-ed with the girls after that,followed by camp mtg.
ice cream after the mtg with mimi,vicki and kiawei.
kiawei's SOSO funny luh.trying to convince us she can 'draw'.LOL
no wonder she take dnt.not art.
laughter and noise,as usual.
home-d with vicki after that.
fall asleep.wake up and bath-ed.fall asleep again.
dinner-ed with sze and jace around 8 plus.
some ulu place in yishun where we satisfied our craving for froggie(:
went northpt xinwang cafe after that.
aloy drove over with xj to pick me up.
supposed to go changi v,but went back midway as his grans is in critical condition.
hopefully,she will be fine.
bombarded xj with qn as aloy drive.
xj's so HAPPENING luh.LOL.
cant wait for our next meet up when he book out.
story please?LOL

counting down to start of sem...

2009-09-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

im so tired?
dont feel like moving at all >.<
gym-ed just now.
suppose to go with en en but her tuition postpone.
only manage to see her sms when i was out.
so yea,went gym alone and meet her for lunch instead.
girls talk(:
window-shopped around before going home.
realise i forget to bring key when i was at my house door step T.T
so unlucky:(
went to get key from mum and cabb-ed home.
tv-ing now.
zzz

2009-09-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

one more day to the end of the week.
10 plus day before school start(:
done the ecr at shar's house yesterday.
lousy slot even though we are the first to log in.
and the system keep hanging on us.
connection error.timeout.lag in loading.
2 day week for me this sem.
Mon Morn-FR Aft-IBM
Fri Morn-ME Late Aft-FM.
All AA class except for IBM which is GG.
Anyone same with me??
lunch-ed with shar at pizza hut after we done our ecr.
sherm came over to meet me there and we went over to his house.
went to Serangoon garden area for dessert,but the shop is close AGAIN -.-
2nd time alr:(
ended up at ice3 cafe(:
not too bad,except that sherm's blueberry drink taste like sour plum-.-
home-d after that.

woke up this morning and receive sms that afternoon tuition's cancelled >.<
too late for me to go school for drill:(
meet asha instead at cwp.
finally settled my account thingy.
chill-ed at mos burger and went pasam malan for a while before hom-ing(:
tuition and home-d again(:

xiaobai, imy...when are we going out???

2009-09-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

uber unglam pic of me luh>.<

just woke up couple of hours ago.

weird timing.

i know >.<

went for GB early in the morning.

csm for today >.<

and today's all on drill
took the sec 1 with lala as usual.

lunching with suying,shan shan,karrie and lala.

tian ning came to join us.

and and ,i know susu DEEPEST, DARKEST SECRET!!!wahaha

mac for ice cream after lunch.

and the topics we're on is so LOL luh.

laugh so hard/loud at mac.

totally no image =X

home-d after that.

i need to polish my boot AGAIN!

the cracks are showing up :(

susu taught me a new method to get rid of crack.
gonna tried it tomorrow(hopefully)?hope it will work.

was out with sherm yesterday(:

went to get my CHIRPY((: before playing lan.

left4dead again...till i have headache and went to fish instead >.<

watched THE PROPOSAL after that.

the guy's HOT.

even if he's not,it's still a good show((:

dinner-ed at paradiz jap theme-d FC.

i love the salmon(:

went with him to fetch his dad before he send me home.

tuition in the morning tomorrow.

and maybe a day with my boot after that.

and it seems im busy next week...

dinner date with caoyang on mon(TBC)

meet up with cin on tue.

going shar house on wed.

drill on thur (if im not wrong)

shopping with lala on fri?(TBC)

17 days till hols end...

and every tears you cry is precious in his eye...

2009-09-01T09:38:00.000+08:00

it's not fantastic.
but im satisfied.
thank you God(:

2009-08-30T01:51:00.002+08:00

Another saturday morning and my first parade after 2 weeks of BOTC.
so good to see those familiar faces again(:
almost cant wake up today due to late night sleep.
managed to reach the school in time,in fact i was early(:
drill and singspiration for GB today.
in fact,most of the time was spend doing drill due to the upcoming drill test in 2 week.
i must say, the girls really improved greatly today.
the timing(giving and following).the bangs.the posture.
still,it can be a lil more perfect.
few more things to learn and they will be ready for the test((:
camp mtg after parade...and it lasted till 2 plus 3.
the guard had to practically 'chase' us out of the school.LOL.
walked to cwp with lala,suying and vicki.
suying's one funny girl luh.
make me laugh so much that i could barely walk to cwp >.<
she and lala really one kind.LOL.
me and vicki's like OMG luh.
bus-ed home from cwp.
out to meet sze and co for movie around evening time.
watched the jack neo's movie(xia dao siao)
so-so.
dinner-ed at mac >.<
im like eating mac the whole day alr.
no more mac for me please.

i wonder if it's real.
i hope it is.
please let it be.

2009-08-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

im scared.freak out.worried.

checked the portal and it say result will be out on tue.

but apparently heard from my friend that there's loophole in the system.

and some already check their result.

i dont have the courage to click on that link and log in to check.

im scared.very.

how.

it's just like a level all over again.
im so worried for my POA.

i dont know what i'll do.

or how i'll react.

now,i just want to pass.

getting As is not that important now.

it's all about passing now.

i dont know if i will check my result before tue.

im tempted to.

but im scare of what i see.

i dont want to experience the taste of disappointment and failure again.

but again,the fate is sealed.

there's nothing i can do.

ARGH.5 more day.

on a lighter note.
happy birthday lala.

hope you enjoy your day with us.

and the movie (FINAL DESTINATION 3D).

love you girl

2009-08-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

first and last day of job today =X
it's just not what i expected.
but well,i dont regret quitting(:
back to days without alarm again.

2009-08-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

It's been one week since i stopped working and time seems to pass so fast luh.
starting a new part time job tomorrow >.<
it's a 10 min walk from bukit batok mrt stat.
hopefully i wont lose my way luh.

BOTC on sat(:
i love the drill session.
been a long time since i last do drill.
and this remind me that i NEED to polish my boot.
saw quite a number of familiar face.
constance mdm.esther.jamie etc.

CV dinner after BOTC.
ended up at some jap 'steamboat' place?suki something?
around 10 plus people turn up?
so nice to see these people again after a looong time(:
walk around after dinner before ending up at mac.
chilled there till 1 am before going home.

Woke up around 2pm on sun >.<
dinner-ed with couz and aunt at Soup Restaurant in cwp.
got myself a new phone.like finally(:
bought a samsung pixon m8800.
and yes,i have another line,ask me for the number.
and sun is gone just like that.

tuition-ing later(:

and oh,i watched THE LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT the other day with qin jiejie.
lots of blood and killing scene>.<
you never know the person you next meet may be related to the one that you kill.
but then again,if it's not so coincident,this movie wont exist...
well,i want to watch final destination 3,anyone??

guess i end here(:

2009-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

one more day to the end of week and i havent polish my boots >.<
most prob i'll wear sports shoe on sat.
supposed to polish today but there's no sun to melt the kiwi :(
and i spent my day fishing.
yes,fishing seems to be what im doing nowaday.

movie-d with sherm yesterday at cwp.
watched the ORPHAN.like finally.
and it's turn out to be a murder show,nothing to do with ghost as i predicted.
i think it's worth the ticket price.
went mac and he sent me for tuition after that.

it's so bored,having nothing to do suddenly.
guess i should start finding thing to occupy myself?
and i MUST polish my boots.like soon.

2009-08-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!
i cant believe this luh.
one of my ex teammate from touch rug is actually MARRIED!!!
jieying was like telling me on msn.
jy:eh ,___'s married leis,you know?
pl:you serious ar?or jk only?got pic?send me leis.
and TADAH!she send the pic to me.
i still cant believe it's real luh.
and being a kpo person, i asked jy for her acc and log in to see the rest of the album.

*SHOCK

i know it's usual for people to get married.
but at my age and considering the fact that we are still studying.
i just think it's consider 'NEWS'
even though the person in question not really close to me,but at least i know her personally.
LOL,was talking to charm bout this.
to think i was the one who always tell her that i want to get married at 18.LOL.
(that's a joke ,of course)
and i realise it's also been a long time since i last talk to her.
meet up soon love,kkies?(:

and no,i dont want get married.
at least not now.
but i want to RETIRE!!!

2009-08-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

just home from dinner-ing with sze jiejie,jace and auntie.
frog leg porridge plus durian at chinatown(:
the only part i ate was the leg.
the rest of the body part of frog look disgusting >.<
guess it will prob. slow down the healing of the ulcer:(
but well,the food's just too great a temptation.heh.
went back to the office earlier on to collect cheque(:
oh, did i mention i stop working?
cause there's not enough space at lvl 3 and the lease for lvl 4 is over.
and boss can only move to the new office in sept due to the upcoming 7th month.
longer break than i expected?

watched GI JOE the other day.
not bad(:
the 'step up' guy's so cute.
but that's not the reason why i think it's a nice movie luh.
i want to watch 'orphan'
*hint*

attended the BOTC on sat.
it was rather meaningful in a way.
new perspective and insight.
and the speakers was fantastic.
i didnt fall asleep at all.
and we had this flower-decorating thingy.LOL.
and i cant believe all those that shared the same table with me are teachers.
and majority teach eng and lit.LOL
(kind of irony)
and they are NICE people(:
met sherm after that.
home-d after supper(:

sun was spend lazing around at home.
bus-ed over to couz house around 3 plus.
played L4D for a while and had to stop due to headache.
hui say it's cause i keep turning in circle >.<
cwp with sze and home-d.

meeting lala tomorrow(:

i guess i need to find a part time job.
if not i will be so bored luh.
everyone's either working or schooling >.<
and there's still around 1 mth before school start.

idk

2009-08-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO ESTELLE PEH SHI EN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,my love.

welcome to the 20s club,however you are still one year short for R21.

not that you want to watch ,but well, even if you want,it's so easy nowaday thank to the internet(:

im proud to be the last person that you spent your last day of teenage-hood with(excluding family)

even though it's just a few hours and we talk about our __.

Not surprisely ,we share the same opinion.HEHE.

even though i may have repeated this tons of time.

but still,i will repeat it again.

im so GLAD that you're in my life.

another person just like myself(of course not totally,but at least 99.9%)

*wink*

someone that's understand me so well,without me saying anything.

the telepathy we share;the sister i never had.

one of the reason that spice up my secondary school life.

looking back,we first met on the first day of school on 2002 and the rest in history.

7 years and still counting(:

and and i LOVE you.

for who you are.not what you do.or what you are.

and i know whatever harsh/negative words that you hear;or whatever problem you face will only make you emerge stronger right?

whenever you need someone ,remember im always here,24/7.

i may not be able to help much,but i will try to in all i can.

PS:i bet you are smiling now.
P/PS:Continue to smile(:

with love,

ling

2009-08-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

so fast and it's mid week already.
2 more day to a long weekend(:
cant wait for it,as usual.

it seems many people are quitting.
and it's so lack of people that abbey hop to the proj side.
fynn leaving by the end of this week.
gonna miss her.
frankly speaking,im kinda tired of my job.
it's like a routine ,doing the same thing everyday.
i want a more interesting job,one that allow me to face unexpected situation.
not that the client are not 'interesting' enough.
there's always 'interesting' client around i guess?
boss offer a rate of $10/hr to continue after school start.
and this is not inclusive of commission yet.
kinda tempting,wonder should i take it up.(though im more on the 'reject' side)

it's been a rollar coaster ride for one of my close friend this week.
i wonder how's she's doing?
and is there anything i can do to make her feel better?
i wish i can make her smile though i know it's not gonna be easy.
those words of comfort and encouragement,i know a lot of people have already say to her.
i wonder what more can i do?
though im the 9876543w45678th person that may say this to you..
still,i want to let you know you can always count on me.
hang on there,it will be over soon.

last week sermon was quite meaningful.
an ex convict came to share about how God changes his life.
and it put me in deep thought.
how many people can actually forgive and forget?
even though sometime,we may say 'i forgive you'
how many of us actually manage to do that?
well,i cant.as much as i try to.
there's this barrier that i cant seems to cross.
to me,the crack is already there and it cant be mend.
but yet,as long as one truly repent,he's able to gain forgiveness from God.
i hope,one day i will be able to really forgive someone when i say 'i forgive you'.
much as i try,i cant seems to do that.
especially when you deviate in action and word.
ask yourself,are the excuse you give really that valid?
when you cant even fool a 3 years old kid with that.
i know i shouldnt be bothered with you as many have told me to.
but sometime,i just cant help but look back and ponder should a chance still be given?
well,let nature take it's course.

anyway,did i mention i finally went ION((:
met lala for subway first before lele join us
got a pair of shoe and someone birthday present.
been wanting to get a new bag but cant seems to find one that i really like.
the closest was the one at HURS in clarke quay:(
should i get it?
speaking of shopping,the clothes that sze jiejie help me ordered havent arrive:(
wonder did they lose their way >.<
and oh,met shar for supper with sherm.
i miss this crazy girl luh.
it's been so long since i last saw her.
to think we used to see each other everyday in school that we are sick of each other.
and oh,mum's coming back from hk tomorrow((:
wonder what she buy for me(:

and i wonder what's wrong with blogger nowaday,the icon to upload pic and all disappear :(
whatever.

guess i end here.
take care people.

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door

2009-08-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

there's something wrong with fb =X
or at least my account.
the page doesnt seems to load properly.
regardless of where i log in,be it office or at home.

went for GB today.
supposed to wake at 6 plus to hitch a ride from uncle.
but off the alarm and slept till 7 plus.
bath-ed and cabbed to chr.
took the year 1 girls for drill today with lala.
been such a long time since my last drill session luh.
guess im getting a bit rusty too.
need to brush up.
and i NEED to polish my boot.
the crack mark is like so obvious luh.
i will polish my boots.i need to polish my boots.i MUST polish my boots.

20 min more and it's sunday.
and monday follow soon after.
and there goes my week:(
and the beginning of a countdown start again.
why is weekend so SHORT :(
thank God next monday is public holiday(:
i wish i had more free time:(
even if i stay at home and slack,im also happy with that.

and ohya,THANK JEREMY for helping me print out the BOTC form that was due today.
so sorry im always so last minute >.<

checked my gb email on wed and there's nothing.

dint check the mail till fri and realise i need to print out the botc form and hand in on sat.

it was 9pm plus at night and im at home with no printer.

i was like 'oh gosh,im gonna be so dead'
and the only one who stay near me that had a printer was jeremy.

thank God that his printer's working and he help me print=D
and thank sherm for driving me over(:

had the craving for macnugget though i dont know why.

i just ate it a few day ago>.<

dinner/supper at mac with sherm after that.

brought whitey along as well.

home-d around 2 plus.

THINGS TO DO:POLISH BOOTS!!!

stay strong girl, you know im always here for you ,love.

may the peace of the Lord be always with you.

hear.read.study.memorise.meditate.

2009-07-29T21:58:00.004+08:00

one of the rare time when im already at home.
holiday seems to be more hectic when during school time.
well,it's not really consider a holiday since im like working?

im glad i went to church this sunday.
pastor kenny was the speaker.
my favourite(:
the sermon was about turning children and father heart towards each other.
certain behaviour or action that may seems insignificant can have a great impact.
i will TRY to respect authority.

*brb,sze jiejie buy food over*

back(:

1st GB parade after so long early in the morning.
played capt. ball using rugby ball and some game that the girl taught.
so fun luh.
been a while since i run/play so much(:
and and my squad won the best squad for this sem.
congratz girls.

went bugis with lala after GB as she want to buy shoe.
walk to cityhall for mini gb meeting after that and back to bugis to shop again.
went haji lane and bali lane too.
dinner-ed at some cheena place with NICE XIAO LONG BAO(:
found our way to clarke quay as jacintha say there's some bazaar going on.
met sherm for supper after his work as lala went off first.
home-d after that.

oh,went to cut my fringe on sun =X
and it's so STRAIGHT luh.
no thank to those who say i look like xiaomeimei >.<

whatever.

i think i had weekday blues.

i need a long weekend.

one that doesnt have any ending.

the poem that pastor mentioned.

If I Had My Child to Raise Over Again

by Diane Loomans

If I had my child to raise all over again,I'd build self esteem first, and the house later.

I'd fingerpaint more, and point the finger less.

I would do less correcting and more connecting.

I'd take my eyes off my watch, and watch with my eyes.

I would care to know less and know to care more.

I'd take more hikes and fly more kites.

I'd stop playing serious, and seriously play.

I would run through more fields and gaze at more stars.

I'd do more hugging and less tugging.

I'd see the oak tree in the acorn more often.

I would be firm less often, and affirm much more.

I'd model less about the love of power,And more about the power of love.

credit :lala

2009-07-24T13:31:00.002+08:00

currently in the office.
supposed to be making calls and doing work.
but it's just too boring
and and today is FRIDAY!!!
TGIF TGIF.
im like so excited.
no work for 2 day((:

kind of surprise i can log into blogger
cause i tried to go to my blog tons of time but failed.
think server got problem or something.
well...been quite sometime since i blogged anyway...
spent my night meddling with some webby thingy.

ohya,BBQ on sat was FUN(:
i love the heart pudding lele make.
of course,there's also the LALAsushi right?
stingray's LOVE(:
bbq-ing using a tray is like so convenient.
we can just like do it anywhere.
and and we pitch a tent(:
proudly presented by the LL people(plus some minor help from others)
last min decision to go night cycling.(not really that last min,but still...)
and we just throw our bag inside the tent and cycled off.
went from ECP to selegie for tou hua and back again.
im like surprise to see our tent (with the bags) at the original place in the morning.
cooked maggi with campbell for breakfast.
pack up and bus-ed home(:
spent my sunday sleeping at home till 6 plus in the evening.
(so sorry to peggy that she had to come my house to take thing when i promise to meet her at cwp...was too tired)
Mon to fri is like a routine.
work and work and work.
ok,i admit i do slack most of my time.
but still,it's boring in the office and i DID finish my work=D

few more hours to go.....
i will survive(:

henderson wave,wait for me=D

2009-07-15T22:38:00.004+08:00

one of the day when im actually quite free.

well,free enough to blog(:

and YES,lele i know how to fold bunny!!!

*jump around in joy*

2 more day to weekend and i cant wait for it.

like OMG!!!

BBQ's LOVE.

been such a longgg time since i last bbq.

the last i went was planned by dear ariel.

hopefully the weather will be good.

lele say wanna stay overnight.

i wonder where will we sleep??

work's been boring as usual.

joining of 2 new colleague,seng sth and bentram.

LOL.and it's so FUN to disturb bentram.

abbey and weicong's away,for hols and reservice respectively.

i miss abbey...especially teeting with her.

cant wait to see her on monday,she's bringing something interesting*evil grin.

been a months plus without books.

i hardly miss the lecture but i miss the people.

especially sharon luh,when we use to see each other almost everyday.

and i had more FREE time during the school term.

with the 8.30-5.30 time frame contributed to work...it's so hard to go out.

i know i owe janel a date,so sorry for always postponeing it.

(dont worry,i MISS you.)

and oh, GB havent resume due to H1N1 thingy.

i have a feeling my drill's gonna get damm rusty:(

speaking of that,i havent been polishing my boots.ARGH.HOW?

and and,was at the musuem with sherm on sat.

some art festival thingy and it's open till 2am.

and i like the room with all the baby girl dresses best.

through it's kind of creepy.

gonna post up the pic when sherm send me.

there's even a BAZAAR luh.

how i wish lala or lele was there shopping with me.

i need to get a pair of new shoe,when's the next shopping trip*wink.

last but not least,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBEY(:

jumping into conclusion

why did this happen,you ask
dont you know it start with you

2009-07-09T21:08:00.005+08:00

i cant believe im actually blogging in hospital.

staying there to accompany my cousin tonight.

hers is a single ward and there's even a bed for me (:

argh,i forget to bring edward:(

and due to the h1n1 thingy,only 3 person are allowed in the ward each time.

and everyone need to wear mask.

the security is quite strict too >.<

dont know why im so lethargic this few day.

guess i really need to sleep early.

thank God there's no work tomorrow(:

it's like i keep dozing off in the office today.

lucky i got the whole room to myself.

ahhh,how i wish boss can quickly settle the phone line thingy so jac can join me in the room.

qin jie jie came to fetch me from work.

she drove me home to bath and take thing before dinner-ing at some ulu place.

the BAK KU TUH's damm nice.

it's at prome road if i dint remember wrongly.

so yummi-licious luh,together with the youtiao(:

went to the hosp. after dinner.

and that's where i will be till tomorrow.

...

i can hear the baby crying cause the nursery's like next door >.<

imissyou

2009-07-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

one of the rare day that im home early.
1 more day to the end of my week cause i took off on fri.
gonna camped in hosp.
hopefully got internet access >.<

meet up with dear sharon like FINALLY on mon.
been weeks and days and hours and minutes since i last saw her luh.
to think we are almost together everyday in school.
dinner-ed at mos burger before movie-ing.
watched THREAD OF DESTINY.
shows with 'to be continued' is like SO turn off luh.
i think SKY OF LOVE is way better.
but at least ,the lead actor is CUTE=D
sherm meet us after that.
chill-ed for a while at mac before home-d

yesterday and today was spent tuition after work.
and oh,there's a new guy at work today.
auyong finally found a partner.
i dont know why company's lappy go haywire on me :(
i cant go to my blog and sometime i cant scroll up.
and it's so irritating luh,especially if im rushing my work.ARGH
whitey is like so much better<3

think i should cut down on shopping.
if not i gona be so broke >.<

outing outing,people?

if i fall in love with you,wont you say you love me too...

2009-07-05T23:23:00.004+08:00

ARGH!

tomorrow monday again.

i so so dont like sunday night.

when there's either school or work tomorrow:(

weekend pass so fast,as usual :(

was out with walt and minmin today(:

been such a LONG time since i last saw the 2 of them.

how i wish mich was here>.<

(i dont even mind her bite)

lunch-ed at the TAO CUISINE(:

and the food's NICE!!!

gonna upload the picture if i manage to transfer from qing's cam.

and oh,thank for the belated present.i love it.

it will be better if you guy tell me the shop name so i can shop there next time(:

walt know me so well luh.

dinner-ed with mum and sze jiejie today.

curry fish head((:

walk around sembawang shopping centre after that.

got mum a top...hope she like it.

chilled at starbuck after that before home-d around 10 plus.

the thought of work tomorrow is so turn off :(

guess i really need a schedule book.

i cant remember who's meeting me when.

so dont blame me if i forget >.<

try to remind me plsss.

my memory's like getting from bad to worse.

argh.

i need more time...

2009-06-25T00:18:00.005+08:00

Half of the picture from picnic@vivo.

will upload the other half when i get it.

2009-06-21T20:58:00.005+08:00

this week pass quite fast.
and i hate to admit it.
im officially 20.ARGH!
but im still the youngest in office(:

mon was spent with shar,margaret and sherm after work.
dinner-ed at the jap restaurant in cathey b1.
The potato salad there is NICE(:
thank for the surprise.

tue was out with qing and co.
dinner-ed at manhatten fish mkt.
followed by eski bar((:
been such a long while since i went there.
wonder when's the next time.

tuition-ed on wed and thur=x
and i spent the whole day at home on wed cause i take leave.
i cant believe i wasted my day just like that.

was out supper-ing with xj and aloy on fri(:
been suchhh a long while since we meet up.
aloy drove us to jalan kayu.
finally had my mutton soup(:
kope xj's roti john and aloy's garlic prata.
felt so full luh after the meal.
went to seletar reservoir to chill after supper.
'guys talk' with me trying to eavesdrop.LOL
so mean of them to leave me out >.<

'HENDERSON WAVE' trip on sat with sherm,lele and rand.
we walked for about 3 hour plus luh.
the scenery's NICE!!!
and i love the henderson wave.
such a pretty place.
think we walk southern ridge,hort park,forest trail plus some other place i cant remember name.
AND we saw a BABY monkey.LOL
ice cream at breeks after that.
nice reward after our 'exercise'
marcoroni for dinner at sherm house.
home-d after that.

tuition's cancelled for today(:
church-ed with lala and dory.
towning with lala after that=D

a week's gone just like that.
and tomorrow is MONday.ARGH!!!

meet up with minmin and walter this friday((:
cant wait to see them.

and oh,thank everyone for all the wishes,surprise and present(:

imy.

2009-06-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

every sunday is the starting of countdown for the week.

thur
tuition was cancelled last min as my tutee's having fever.
went PS to cut hair at charme as usual and janel came over to meet me.
gosh.i miss her can.
been so long since i see her.
shopp-ed around before going to esplanade for chocolate.
mushie in dark choco(:
sherm came over to join us.
ended up suppering with sherm,nana and xianghui while janel went home first.
i miss the mutton soup >.<

fri
dinner-ed with mr toh and co. aka celebration of eugene birthday.
was at sembawang shopping centre ASTON.
and i LOVE the steak.ribeye if im not wrong.
yummi-licious.
chilled at starbuck after that.
sherm came to fetch me there and we went town for movie.
watched BLOOD ,THE LAST VAMPIRE.
moderate.the blood's like black ink >.<

sat.
outing with the girls.
wanted to go henderson but end up at vivo due to some co-ordination error.
last minute changes and stuff.ARGH!
whatever,im gonna go henderson wave like soon,right lele?
well,it was a nice meet up still.
at least manage to see gracie before she left for taiwan.
and last chance to see xiaohong before he enlist.
lele and me went supper-ing with rand and sherm at chomp chomp.
i prefered the indian mutton soup to the chinese one =X
chilled at mac before home-ing.

sun.
tuition,followed by aunt house.
family gathering there plus birthday celebrating for me and qin jiejie.
her birthday was a day before mine(:
uncle got us LYCHEE MARTINI CAKE.
so cool right?(:
and it's N-I-C-E!!!
and oh,did i mention my baby couz make me a birthday cake.
how sweet right!!!awwwww...love him.MUACK(:
home-d around 8 plus.

for this week.
mon-meet up with shar and co.
tue-meet up with qing and co.
wed-maybe meet up with my janel
thur-tuition.
fri-supper-ing with aloyie and xj(i have a bad feeling bout this.) PS:i want mutton soup!!!

tons of pic to upload.
wait till i transfer to com.

you bring a smile to my face(:

2009-06-08T20:55:00.002+08:00

weekend pass so fast luh.
just like that and i have to endure another 5 more days.
was out with LALA and sherm on sat.
went haji lane like FINALLY.
and we go to the flea market too.
been a long time since we just walk around like that.
lala.when's our next date out???
sun was spent tuitioning in the morning ,followed by prawning.
meet sherm at mac before going tpy to find jieying and jeep
first time prawning and i DID catch something.
though it's just one prawn,it's still a prawn.
spent the time reading my novel,crapping,stoning etc.
went over to sherm house after that.
simple dinner,maggi plus campbell plus prawn.
finally started to get use to the 3 dogs at his house >.<
that fifi uber attention seeking...
it started barking when i stop stroking him.
speaking of dog,i miss bluffy.so ke ai(:
ARGH!i cant believe today's just monday.
4 more day to go!!!(:

i dont wanna plan anything luh.
you guy settle already just drag me out(:

you dont seems to understand me at all.

2009-06-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

this week's quite hectic for me.
nothing much except tuition and work.
late night sleeping.

did i mention that i start work on tue?
and there's like so much food in the office.
everyday sure got free food.
ranging from beer potato chips to some weird nice drink.
and everyday's like got someone offer to treat drink.
seriously,i think i will gain weight there luh.
and the colleagues are easy to talk too.LOL.

was out to clarke quay yesterday.
sherm's seem to enjoy playing hide and seek?
damm smart luh.
to assume i cannot differentiate clarke quay and boat quay.
walk to esplanade and dinner-ed at mac.
nugget's so NICE(:
had the cravings for that since cpl camp.
yummi-licious((:
train-ed to his place after that before he sent me home.

IM SO HAPPY TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!
no more work for 2 day.

i seriously cant stand people that take me for granted.
still.
if everything was everything.
everything's over.

2009-06-02T00:55:00.002+08:00

ok.
it's almost 1 am and i should be sleeping.
gonna rush through this post.
there's work tomorrow and it's my first day.ARGH
hopefully, there's NICE people there.

wellwell.
im back from CPL camp.
3 day 2 night.
this year was held at HQ.
and thank God for the AWESOME people in the camp.
good bonding session among the girls.
gotta know a few of INTERESTING people.
though it's RATHER tiring.
im glad i went for it(:
sherm pick me up at hq and we went tampines.
lunch-ed there and i finally satisfy my craving for HONEY GREEN TEA.
well,what do you expect when im away from decent food for 3 day.
(not that the food at camp is horrible...but it's limited)
well.went with him for his job interview before he sent me home.
home-d and bath-ed before he sent me to zac birthday thingy.
dinner at KUSHINBOWL(:
yummy.
fantastic choice since im deprived of decent food for about 3 day?
sherm came over to send shar,margaret and me home after that.
tired.
hopefully i can wake up tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAC WU PAN ZHENG!!!
best wishes and take care.

and to the one that claims to be a gentleman...thank for the surprise(:

should i?

2009-05-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

last post before cpl camp.
few hours more to the start of camp.
will be back on monday and there's zac birthday celebration at night.
hopefully i wont be too dead.

well.
was out early in the morning with shar.
went for our job thingy.
lunch-ed at tpy later and sherm came to join us.
tpy is seriously a uber dead place >.<
nothing much to shop there luh.
home-d.bath-ed before cabbing to CHR.
last minute preparation for the camp.
tried out the pitching of tent with lala(:
dinner-ed with en en,asha and her bro.
went back to chr again for some astronomy thingy.
seeing of star?
sherm drove over to pick me up.
slacked at admiralty park for awhile before he sent me home.
packed my bag when i reach home.
hopefully i wont miss out anything =x

guess i end here(:
night.

i dont know what held me back.

2009-05-27T14:29:00.003+08:00

time to clear spider web(:
short updates.
been going out like almost everyday.
those day im at home,im reading my novel.
never get enough of them ya(:
other time,i giving tuition.(ok ,i know it's just once a week)
been to shi en church LIKE FINALLY(:
after weeks and years of saying next time.
been to grans house couple of time too(:
and oh,meet up with xueli
bejewel-ing and online shopping, plus gossiping of course.LOL
what else?
been going out with sherm too.
seems to frequent town ,clarke quay area.
havent been going there much since school start.
now that exam's over,i dont know why i always end up there.
and oh, watched the conspiracy .
it's something like eagleeye but worse.
and mr ho think it's a stupid show.LOL
oh, did i mention i went for some job interview.
telesale thingy.
hopefully will work there with shar(:

tuition later.
zzz

i dont know what's right and what's real anymore and i dont know how im meant to feel anymore
maybe.what if?

2009-05-23T03:41:00.003+08:00

havent been blogging for a few day.
holiday's just LOVE(:
no studying like finally and it's felt so weird.
this week pass so fast and i cant actually remember what happen when.
been to clarke quay with qing.
nice catching up session.
havent been seeing much of her since exam period.
well.vampy and sherm came over to join us for dinner.
was sick a few day ago.
fever.flu.cough.throat inflammation all in one.
how nice.
and yes,i've been to the doctor.
medicine taste horrible as usual,especially the cough syrup.
but still,i DID eat my medicine.
and ohya, there's the 'birthday celebration' for jacynth.
last min meet up at some ulu place that sherm drove to.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE,YOU'RE TWENTIES(:
mahjong session at lena place?
ok,i went off halfway to meet shar.
had a nice talk with her.
gosh i miss her so...since school ended(:
ended up at her house and play game.LOL.
sorry that i make someone kinda worried =X
tuition with the girls(:
sherm came fetch me from the place and went vivo.
thank lucas for the direction.
first time i sit in car for hours.OOPS.
and oh,watched WOLVERINE.
got one guy in the show damm cute(:
well, this should summarize my life for the past few day(:

are you happy with this post?my dear ms kwa.

2009-05-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

i dont like the way things are now.
maybe im thinking too much.
i dont know.
i just need sometimes alone.

2009-05-19T00:18:00.003+08:00

yonghui(couz and me)

was out this few day.

i cant believe that i dont need to study for the next 3 mth(:

and no, i dont miss studying(:

lala came over after church yesterday.

and we had a crazy time in my room.

ling + lala= FUN

fb-ing.blog-hopping.gossip-ing.video-ing.tickling.pranking.scaring.etc etc

i think my bro must have thought we are crazy luh.

with all the screams and laughter.LOL

i just love lala.

went to jiejie office in tanjong pagar to pass her stuff today.

sherm went to meet me there and we go bugis.

arcad-ing as usual.

went bras basar to check out some stuff too.

jie jie came over to meet me after work.

and we went SHOPPING(:

thank for the clothes(:

home-d after that.

meeting qing tomorrow.

谁说的人非要快乐不可好似快乐由得谁选择

i totally forgotten.

till they remind me.

2009-05-17T01:43:00.003+08:00

out with shar and sherm today.
met up with them at pasir ris.
wanted to go cycle but it start to rain:(
movie-ing and arcading instead(:
watched ANGEL AND DEMON.
NICE(:
dinner-ed.
went over to tampines to walkwalk.
home-d around 12 midnight.

church tomorrow.
seeing LALA(:
i so miss her luh.

should i thank you?

2009-05-16T02:50:00.002+08:00

EXAM's OVER.like finally.
no longer have to be so 激动 whenever shaojie tell me his exam's over.
no more mugging session till next school term.
so HAPPY(:

was feeling damm excited this morning.
cause today's LAST PAPER.
ok.i should correct myself.
it's thurs night.
was thinking of what i can do after exam.
game.outing.novel-ing.camping.working.
anything but studying(:

was out to minds cafe with shar,sherm and asha after exam.
dinner-ed and game-d there.
walk.slack.chill.
met up with aloy and xj at around 11 plus.
supper-ing at xin wang cafe northpt.
been such a long while since we last see each other luh.
so many new stories huh?*wink at xj*
hopefully,there's some newcomer the next catching up session(:
aloy sent me home after that(:
thank bestie.

im so wide awake now.
and i dont know why.
and it's nearing 3am.LOL

lala.im free.im free.im free(:

也许这对你我都好。

2009-05-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

last paper tomorrow.
im so excited.
exam gonna be over.like SOON.
so so happy(:
pbf was unexpected.
as in the question.
ARGH.
and thinking of that.
i havent touch econ.
which is tomorrow.
im gonna be so dead:(
and i just reach home.
havent even bath.
ARRGH.
im gonna start at 10pm.
i will start at 10pm.
nono.
i MUST start at 10 pm.
hopefully will be able to finish >.<
let me slack a lil first.

anyone's interested in contact rugby???
just check my mail and i saw this(:
Host:
Singapore Women's Rugby
Date:
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Time:
9:30am - 12:00pm
Location:
Republic Polytechnic
City/Town:
Singapore, Singapore
Programme:
0900 Registration
0915 Warm up
0930 Going forward skills :
1000 Ball retention skills
1030 Defence skills – tackling : as a individual and sub-unit
1100 Game

ok.i know kind of last minute to ask people.
but i just saw this >.<
how how??
anyone want to go???
i miss playinggg:(

last paper(:

thank for waking me up completely.
now i know.
i've been dreaming all this while.

2009-05-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

im gonna be so dead.
havent finish studying for pbf tomorrow:(
and i havent even started on econs.
been mugging in the library today.
how hardworking ar?
argh.
time just slip away without me realising it.
so much to memorize and stuff.
i wish i start my revision earlier.
oh well.
thank God for mei fung and man ping.
they brighten my day a lil.
it's just so tempting to disturb meifung with man ping.
LOL.
her reaction's like so funny luh.
never get tired of her.
and so fun to pinch her cheek/nose...oops
i felt mean.but then,she love it.LOL

gonna go back to my book soon.
i need time.
how how how???

i cant wait for friday.
outing outing???
for those who want to reserve date,you can do it already.LOL

2009-05-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

maths paper today.
first paper that im confident of.
like finally.
hopefully,econ and pbf will be ok.
it better be.
lunch-ed at DINGTAIFENG with minzee,margaret,asha and dory.
i simply love the xiao long bao.
so yummi-licious.
went home and sleep my day away.
when i havent even touch pbf and econs.
how smart???
im gonna be so dead.
how how how.
and i went to watch tv and online after i wake up.
tried to study pbf and im still stuck on chapt 9.
ARGH!i must finish it tomorrow.
and hopefully can finish econs too:(
dinner-ed was mac at around 10 plus.
still feeling very full now=X

webcaming with jem just now and he's damm mean.
say i sit till uber unglam.
well.somewhere along that line.
and facebook's so mean.
jem was like' doing quiz or studying ar?' -.-

this came from an email lele sent and i think it's damm cute.

Guy's point of viewThis is very cute! And even written by a guy! You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too lateand that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the roomand you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.'Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either. Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

and jem reply me with this
extract:" Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that."
i think edwards are included :)
-.-

zzz
3 more day.

forget it.
this just goes to show that im right again.
though i hope not.

2009-05-11T21:26:00.003+08:00

im dead tired.
from studying =X
been quite hardworking today,i guess?
went library around 10 plus.
mei fung came,followed by man ping(:
lunch-ed at banquet thank to meifung.
it's so fun bullying her with man ping.LOL.
and jem msg-ed me that he saw me -.-
asking is cwp so cold that i had to wear jacket-.-
i was in the LIBRARY!!!

back to the book after lunching.
feeling so sleepy luh:(
saw a few familiar face in the library.
jadie was there too.
i was in the toliet,then got this girl came in.
and she's talking to me,asking why im here.
talk to her for awhile without realising who's she till i saw the CHR logo on her tee.
kind of surprise that she can reg me cause think i look quite cui,with messy hair and spect-.-
and i saw jem when he's in the library(:
and and he say i look SHU NV!!!hahaha.
xiaobai,got people say i look shu nv leis.
what he say afterward that,i shall not blog-.-

qing came over to find me for dinner(:
so sweet of her<3
dinner-ed at AJISEN.
walk around and got some phone strap together(:
so CUTE(:

math tomorrow:(
i need to start my econs and complete my pbf:(

i wonder why you called me today.
when i pick up and ask why you call me for.
you tell me nothing.
who will call another person for no reason.
if you dont want to tell me or what.
fine.just dont call in the first place.
i've been moving on without you for so long anyway.

why must you wake me up from my dream and let the pretense fall through

2009-05-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

im feeling kind of guilty.
and i need to study.
like seriously.
how to stop the distraction.
argh.

2009-05-09T21:35:00.004+08:00

2 paper down and 3 to go.

pbf's like after econ and both are afternoon paper.

like that how to study:(

suppose to wake when alarm ring at 9 plus.

but i just off it and sleep till 10 plus.

i should really try to sleep early i think?

and i dint know today's PUBLIC HOLIDAY.

i actually went to the library ,expected it to be crowded.

and when i reach,it's CLOSE.

and i was msg-ing dory all this while.

it turn out that she's talking bout rp while im thinking of lib.

went rp to find her and mei fung since i was out.

and i dont want to waste my effort of bringing my HEAVY econ study guide out.

and i dint USE it at all.ARRRRGHHHH.

only manage to finish one chapt of pbf.

before i decide to go grans house at around 4 plus

it's too hot at rp anyway.

if only the canteen have air con:(

watched tv.slacked.dinner-ed.

uncle sent me home around 9 plus.

and one day is gone just like that.

ARGH.i should be studying:(

in a dilemma

2009-05-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

POA's a goner.
dont ask me about it.
i just hope i pass.
hopefully,the rest of the paper will be easier.

哎~~~~~~~谁拉住我谁救救我我从高空狠狠地坠落谁叫醒我说这是梦说你和她什么都还没有在窒息的沉默中你握住我的手爱怎么了我怎么了一句话都没有说我曾经以为爱情应该诚实但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子你没有错我没有错像一阵风吹熄了承诺你挣扎过你要我懂那谁来懂我心里的黑洞我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我想开一切正疮百口宁愿到底怎么过我曾经以为爱情应该诚实但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子哦~~我曾经以为爱情应该诚实ho~但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实ho~你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

2009-05-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

1 day more to exam :(

AWWW.
im damm unlucky today luh.
kena woke up by ALARM at like 6 plus in the morning.
thank to my bro =X
went back to sleep after i woke him up.
7 plus 8 woke again but went back to sleep cause it's still early.
and the next time i wake up is like 11?
OMGOMG.
and im like meeting sherm at 10?
im really sorry luh.
not to forget guilty >.<
rush-ed out after i bathed and stuff.
and i forget my jacket >.<
rush back to get and it make me even later.
and and guess what.
the ultimate is when the bus BROKE DOWN near wdls primary there.
and i had to walk to cwp.
SO SO UNLUCKY LUH.

lunch-ed at kfc before rp-ing.
all was peaceful till after school hour.
got this bunch of people came into the study room...and talk DAMM loudly.
as though they want the whole world to hear their convers.
cant they see that others are studying.
ARGH.
i prefer rp when it's hols period.
so quiet and nice.

walk back to cwp around 7 plus for dinner.
tried studying at mac there.
home-d around 10 plus?

anw,my phone die on me.
should i get qing's phone???
(try convincing me)
tempting.
but i dont like touch screen.how??

i wonder why the more i do,the more i felt like i know nothing.
making all those careless mistake.
what's happening to me?i dont want just a pass.

2009-05-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

LOL.
was talking to ben.
and it's so funny luh.

ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
tml going off to climb mountain haha
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
whr?LOL.hlp me catch mouse.i wan expensive de
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
kinabalu
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
LOL
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
cannot
haha
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
OMG
take care leis
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
no internet
sure sure
haha
i will
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
HELP ME CATCH REAL DE
mayb u see rare one
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
LOL
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
oops
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
weeee
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
hahaha...take care ar....
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
then sure scare you
haha
LING if everything was everything,everything's over. says (1:16 AM):
i wont
im strong
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:16 AM):
night night! thanks!
Ben - My phone drowned. llcheap-bourbon.blogspot.comll says (1:17 AM):
lol you nt strong
you swit haha
i dash up mt.

LOL.
i think im kinda obsessed with mousehunt.
qing,play also leis.come join us(:

2009-05-03T10:22:00.004+08:00

MORNING(:
still got some time before i need to left for tuition.
woke up too early.
it's like i set alarm for 10 am.
i woke up around 8 plus =X
check the time and went back to bed.
woke up twice around 9 plus =X
and the thing is i slept at 3 plus am yesterday.
think there's something wrong with my body clock >.<
i hope i wont be sleepy when studying later on.

2 week plus more.
and it's over((:

oh,do this while fb-ing yesterday.
i think it's kind of true

Georgina took the What type of person are you? quiz and the result is 7. Hedonist
Hedonists are energetic, optimistic and dynamic; their appearance is full of optimism and happiness. They are spontaneous and full of fantasy, but sometimes they're impulsive and naive; they avoid pain and have opposite feelings at committing. They have a lot of persuasiveness. RELATIONSHIPS: Family and friendship is very important to you. Relationships are based on pleasure. You can be a loyal, helpful and stimulating lover, if you have experienced your own priorities. It's difficult for you to have only one lover. You also can't believe anyone would want to commit with you. FIXATION: planning VICE: unlimitedness VIRTUE: sobriety PROFESSIONS: a lot of jobs at the same time; a free, unruly profession.

i think i know?

2009-05-03T00:09:00.004+08:00

cousins(:

if only i can braid my hair like this

jiejie help me tie(:

library when we arrive cause most people's still outside scanning ic

lib-ing in the morning.
woke up around 9 plus.
bath-ed and chiong to lib.
reached there around 9.40.
(it's either im too late or too early,so ya)
and the moment i walk into civics centre,i saw a LONG Q.
remind me of the hello kitty craze a few year back.
and i was wondering is there some kind of promotion.
but NO and guess what.
the Q is the Q for the library.LIBRARY!!!
OMG!i wonder what time did the first in line arrive?
being a typical student who's having her exam soon and desperately need a proper table,i went to join the Q while waiting for janel.

everyone need to have their ic check as they entered the library.
apparently, it's due to the swine flu.
so if any case occur,it's easier for the people to trace or something.
and it's like everytime you walk in and out,you need to join the Q and scan your IC again =X
seriously,i wonder does this help?
cause it's like so many people go in and out of the library.
and maybe they go to cwp or other place too.
if they really want to track down the person who kena infected shoud a case really happen.
shouldnt they set up 'scanning centre' at every place also.
it's like kind of pointless to set it just at the library.
decided to rp-ing with janel tomorrow.
we can have almost the whole place to ourself.
and no need to worry bout not having the table,or having to join the Q everytime we go in and out.

studied till about 5 plus then bus-ed to grans house.
some family dinner or so.
met sze and jace for drinks before home-ing.

anyone's for sgt week or cpl camp?

i lost track of time.
and i wonder how much i have left.

losing control?
i hope not.

2009-05-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

to think i tell sherm im gonna study at home.
and here i am,blogging >.<

was nyp-ing with shar and sherm yesterday.
and i only seems to finish one stats paper.
i think studying make people sleepy.
keep dozing off after short interval.
i wonder why.
dinner-ed at sumo house before arcading.
seriously,no more rhythm game with sherm.
only shooting or racing.
it's like he win everything luh.
home-d around 11 plus.

today was spend studying as well.
how sad,it's LABOUR DAY.
public holiday and i need to study :(
sherm fetch me at my place and drove over to rp.
studied at the usual canteen.
lunch was chips plus instant noodle from 7/11.
i miss my fish porridge.
some fellow doze off a few time while studying sia.
surprised to see andy at rp.
only manage half of my poa today.
and im still not very clear about certain concept.
how how :(
dinner-ed at cwp banquet before he sent me home.

date with janel tomorrow.
i miss you girl(:

cheer up.

2009-04-29T23:59:00.003+08:00

cam-whoring.

how sherms study...

was out studying today.
nyp-ing with sherms.
studied econs today.
and im not even half done.
wonder should i continue with it tomorrow >.<
lesser time each time.
and there's so much to cover.
how how?
to think i still say i gonna do math when im home.
and i havent touch it even though i reached home long ago.
and oh...i think my navigation improve?
manage to tell him how to drive to cwp when we're at wdls area.LOL.
dinner-ed there before he sent me home.
thank(:

and argh,did i mention my phone's crazy.
it either blackout on me or i cant hear anything when people call.
(edited.i can hear only when i put on earpiece or switch to loudspeaker.)
so please TRY not to call me,sms me instead.
i NEED a new phone:(

to my dear girl.
(and you know who you are)
if someone dont appreciate you,it doesnt mean you're not good enough.
it's just that something they are blinded by something else.
fret not and continuing being who you are.
you know you gonna shine and they gonna regret.
dont let them take you down.
you know it's not worth it.
live your life for youself.
and you know you always have us to fall back on,love.
take care(:

guess i end here.
nights people.

3 more weeks.
i cant wait.